Mini Wine & Ol' Pathetic Blog Entry

Is it pathetic that my Friday Nights are being spent putting my little Butterfly to sleep and then downing mini bottles of wine while typing on this blog? Okay yes. But for now that's the way it is, well not the mini bottles of wine. I just happened to have them usually I go for the big peoples bottle. Actually we are at my parents tonight and I bought them for over here being I'm the only one here that enjoys wine and every time I buy a big bottle my parents look at me like "all to yourself?" My parents are funny. They have one of those 50 or more anniversary years type of marriage. My Dad always reminices to me about my Mom and him dating and having fun in their younger years. They met at a club. The Harlem Club to be exact and they are still going. How do they do it? How did they do it?. They do it with comedy they make me laugh all the time with the silly things they do around each other. They are both stuck in their ways and my Dad says he is constantly compromising or if not he is just saying "so be it"I guess that's a compromise. I think that's how their generation does it. I hope to meet someone who will be as adventurous as I am and ready to travel the world and still have dinner parties and be involved in the community and stuff when we retire. That's if I ever retire I can't imagine it. I love to work oddly, well I guess I always like having something going on I hate to have things quiet. Obviously I haven't had anything exciting happen lately in my single life. Oh yeah I thought my car was breaking down and when I took it into the Dealer they said it was because my Louis key wallet was too heavy for the ignition. So now I have to keep my house keys, wallet and car key separate. Oh no I can see it now! What am I'm going to do? I will lose one or more of those things. Which is why I thought my big concoction was perfect! So there it is. The life of a single mom. So exciting! I am in plenty of Mommy groups but those are usually in the afternoon or at a park which is great! But I remember being bored in LA while I was out and what was I complaining about I had so much to do. I was turning stuff down and hoping for a night home alone. HA! I no longer want that I want some loud restaurants, crowded bar spaces, dark lighting and my girlfriends and I all dancing the night away. Well I'll have to wait a little right now three of my friends are having kids. It's so funny almost all of them now have or are having kids. It's pretty cool. I can't wait to share this experience with them. But it was only so little while ago we were all prettied up and taking over the club or bar. Now we're Moms! Too crazy but amazing and best thing ever! I'm listening to The Game and new Metallica on my Ipod. Pretty random it actually is mashing pretty good. Oh yeah and Amy Winehouse "Wake Up Alone" -need I say more?